Monday, January 16, 2012

Birthday Photoshoot Nov 2011 Part 1












These pics were taken in nov last year...no idea why the makeup artist used such a dark foundation color on me...it was at least a couple of shades darker than my original skin color...but too bad tt i dont have photoshop so cant adjust my skin color =.=" check out the 2nd pic...i always thought tt my left profile looked ugly...but this pic of my left profile looks pretty decent ya =) anyway, my hair color is red now...v.apt for cny ;p btw, a gentle reminder tt u might wanna take a look at the mirror first before opening ur mouth to bitch abt my looks!

Recap what Joey said: Joey said everyone judges based on looks!!! sad but true fact of life...ppl always judge u based on ur looks...looks sell n can open certain doors which could possibly remain closed to some others! Jiahui from the 11pm Channel 8 show committed suicide after losing her looks from the bomb blast! Joey said ppl fall in love or r likeable for 2 reasons: looks & intelligence! i'm too naive to believe tt there r ppl who dont judge others!!! Joey also mentioned tt ppl wont want to associate with u if u have nothing to offer or cant add value to others' life! he personally knows almost half of the most wealthy ppl in Malaysia...n has built up his biz n got to where he is today in juz 15yrs! this is life: well, we r living in a damn practical society n ppl r attracted to rich&successful ppl n will ignore u if u r juz an insignificant leech! they think tt u r not qualified to b their fren n unworthy to even talk to them!!! ppl juz wanna make use of others...why would they b interested in u if u r of no use to them???!!! "Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth." but i'm v.allergic to ppl who try to get close to me, thinking tt they can make use of me or my connections in some way -.-" som hypocreeps pretend to ask me out for coffee...when all they want is to make use of me n my connections...or to ask me to sell my bags cheaply to them...sorry, u may think tt u r smart...but leechie aint tt dumbo...i have better things to do with my time! =.="

Joey is damn right...there is no free lunch in this world...most ppl r damn practical n r only interested in u only if they can get somthg outta u...otherwise why would ppl b interested in insignificant leech like u? -.-" the entire community can laugh at me...i'm deemed to be unqualified to attend some atas gathering by an attention-seeking vegetable! how pathetic can this get...what comes around goes around...nvm...i'm impressed with the expertise of some ppl at carrying balls o.O" what do call such ppl? professional ball-carriers...n they r not footballers ;p well, som ppl might say tt ppl like me who r not happy n have nvr been happy n dont know how to be happy tend to only see the negative side of humans...but this is the sad but true side of humans! i dont pretend like some rich ppl who havent experience poverty n dont even know how it feels to go hungry but pretend to talk as if they could emphasize the poor n needy! =.="

Robert Kiyosaki said: "Those who are successful in life are the people who notice what's wrong or missing in the world and finding opportunity in it."

I havent had any detailed astrology or bazi reading done...cos life's unknowns pose a mystery to me n i dont want som fortune-teller to predict my future or allow my decisions to b affected by some soothsayers' opinions or crystal ball! =.=" i believe tt destiny lies in my own hands n what i believe in strongly is:
"if others dont give me the opportunities, i shall create my own opportunities!!!"

"Don't do something permanently stupid just because you're temporarily upset"

“The only real valuable thing is intuition. The intuitive mind is a sacred gift & the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honours the servant & has forgotten the gift." ~ Albert Einstein

I asked Siri if it's male or female...n the male voice responded "I was not assigned a gender!" lol ;p btw, does ur Siri have a male or female voice? ;p

Leechie did a blur thing today...i thought i fitted in my contact lens n went abt doing my usual stuff...but wondered y my contacts r not v.clear today eh...many stuff still looked v.blur...it was only later tt i found out tt the contacts in my right eye popped out right after i fitted in n blur me didnt realize it until much later =.="

I believe there can be platonic friendship between the 2 genders...even if love is outta the question, there can still be friendship ya...but silly me juz dont understand y some avg guys cant concentrate on only 1 gal n need to date sooooooo many gals n have sooooooo many options...to me, it's juz another form of greed o.O" guess most gals dont want to be Plan B...as in, perhaps gals will shy away once they find out tt they r juz one of the many, many available options! dont understand y some guys need to focus so much time n energy on trying to find love...but ended up feeling emotionally drained from unrequitted love...sometimes alot of things r not what it appears to be or how u would imagine it to be...love is not the only thing in this world ya...one can survive without love...but one cant survive without $$$ in this damn practical society! perhaps different ppl hav v.different priorities in life...anyway, to each his/her own...do whatever u please as long as it makes u happy...nothing to do with me anyway...what do i know? i'm supposed to be a shallow n materialistic airhead who thinks tt love is juz a luxury...i dont go out of my way to find love...if it happens, it's juz a bonus...if it doesn't, so be it! i'm not so desperate...there r tons of guys who approach me online everyday...but i dont have time for them...i would rather focus on making more $$$ than to waste my time n energy on unappreciative ppl! =.=" btw, juz bcos i'm single doesnt mean i need to fancy u! -.-" n lastly, i really cant understand wimps! i'm juz surprised with the kind of priorities tt some guys have...can say tt he'll do somthg the v.next day but goes missing without a response cos too busy seeking love! -.-" i'm not so stoopid...wonder how the word responsibility is found in som ppl's dictionary? o.O" lemme confess, doubt i can empathize with stoopid ppl...it's a privilege to talk to n work with smart ppl...

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