It has been a really hectic week...@.@" i havent spoken so muchie chinese for a really looooooooooong time manz =.=" my chinese sucks but i still managed to get A1 for chinese when i was in jc...such is our educational system here...i was even happier at the prospects tt i didnt need to study anymore chinese for the rest of my leechie life! i hardly speak chinese these days...i always have the impression tt it's good enough if i can buy n sell in chinese...apparently tt's not good enough these days...n i cant read too muchie chinese...>.<"
What struck me most is what i had told only 1 person but yet ended up as a mass broadcast to the entire company gossip community...i really dont need any of these crapz...their actions really made me really scared!!! -.-" i'm only telling u as a fren but ur actions made me re-consider many stuff...n y do u need to know soooooooo much abt my personal life? i'm a normal human like u...n i value my privacy greatly!!! maybe this is y i have so few female frenz? -.-" i seriously dont need more ppl bitching abt me! as an example...i only mentioned tt i'll be going to Beijing...then i get ppl coming right up to me asking me who am i going to Beijing with???!!! WTH! seriously, am i obliged to announce to the entire gossip community who am i travelling with? i dont mind saying this here, i'm bringing my parents to Beijing next year...n y r u so damn curious if u r not gonna sponsor our trip?! -.-"
I may be a blogger...but i dont pretend tt i'm some expert on the latest runway fashion or big brand fashion like some bloggers...well, clueless me actually asked the staff there if mr. Valentino is still alive amongst us when i attended the Valentino exhibition at RWS earlier this year (something which some pretentious ppl say is a big no-no)...so i really have no idea why there r ppl who r under the impression tt leechie is high-maintenance or materialistic (as in, brand conscious)?! i've always said tt ppl with style n class can make cheap clothes look luxurious...n on the other end of the spectrum, ppl lacking in the style department can make branded/expensive clothes look plain crass ;p btw, the cheongsam top tt i wore to my company D&D last year cost less than SGD$5 but yet i have ppl asking me if it costs $500! n the dress with bling bling tt i wore to Johnnie Walker Jet Black party at Red Dot Museum in March this year cost me only $15 from a flea mkt ;p so i really dont understand why ppl associate me with those brand conscious ladies who solely prefers branded stuff???!!!
This cheongsam top tt i wore to my company D&D last year cost less than SGD$5 but yet i have ppl asking me if it costs $500! o.O"
I dont even follow the latest runway trends...so i was really surprised n impressed when my china colleague could even identify the brands juz by looking at the runway pics! btw, it also goes to show who is more brand conscious?! she asked if the cute h&m tee tt i wore today is from A&F? n she likes to ask the brands of the clothes tt i wear...lol...i dont wish to generalize...but r ladies from a certain culture more materialistic n brand-conscious??? (cos she kept asking abt my frenz' professions n stuff) i wear what i like...what's more impt is tt those clothes look good on me...but i really dont rem buying any really branded clothes?! o.O" but i dont like to wear the same stuff as everyone else (meaning i dont like to shop at Mango, Zara these days) anyway, i'm always of the opinion tt good-looking ppl look good in almost anything (pls dont b mistaken...i'm not referring to me ;p)
But do others' opinions really matter tt much? o.O cos i see guys taking care to dress up when they meet me (is it bcos i'm a blogger or out of sheer courtesy?) n i notice tt ppl r v.happy when i compliment their dressing...does my opinion really matter tt much to them? o.O i dont really care what others think of my dressing...y waste time over some worthless opinions? ;p
Btw, i'm not juz referring to dressing up...others can think what they want of me...they can b some shallow shit n judge me for all they want...i dont give a damn...y shld i give a damn abt the opinions of those shallow ppl? their shallow opinions n judgements of me wont change what i am...i know if i did or did not do somthg...my conscience is clear...n tt is good enough for me!!!
For example...a couple of years ago, sup gave me somthg tt he wrote n asked me not to give it to anyone else without his permission...n tt stuff has been in my thumbdrive since...n i seriously dont understand y she doesnt even have a thumbdrive so i let her use my thumbdrive (with all sup's files in there)...n she had to bring my thumbdrive to sup n showed him my thumbdrive...then he called me up, saying tt those stuff r the intellectual property of his previous employment n he has to delete those files! i really dunno if he has misunderstood me as giving his files to another party...i really didnt...my conscience is clear...n again, i didnt even bother to explain anything to him...haiz...why do ppl always misunderstand me?! >.<" well, those stuff r the little stuff tt he has given me over the years (i thought i could keep it as a souvenir from him?) but too bad tt things r not meant to b...sometimes, i really wonder why simple stuff need to b so complicated?! maybe i have low EQ n find it hard to understand complicated ppl?! i'm a simple person...unlike som ppl with hidden agenda n who r soooooo damn complicated n wanna fish out ur personal details to contribute to the gossip community!!! -.-"
Many thots r running thru my leechie mind now...i'm tired of alot of ppl n things...i was watching the 11pm show on Channel 8 again...the gal who has donated her cornea to the married man she loves bumped into him n yet refused to tell him tt she was in fact the one who has donated her cornea to him! would u call her silly or noble? would u do what she did for love?
Juz went to rebond my fringe...then brought parents to watch Johnny English Reborn movie...it was really funny...couldnt stop laughing...lol ;p to think tt i was so tired tt i actually thought tt i might doze off prior to stepping into the cinema o.O" my hair's damaged...my natural curls r sooooooooo strong tt the rebonding only lasted a day...my hair started to curl back after one nite's sleep! -.-"
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