我只是个女人 o.O

Juz wanna share somthg tt i saw on fb...

"我只是个女人
我希望有人疼、有人爱
有人包容
有人抱着我睡
有人让我撒娇
有人可以吃我做的饭
有人可以夸我乖
有人能陪在我身边
有人能过马路时拉着我手
有人能给我安全
有人喜欢带我逛街
穿高跟鞋走累了会有人背
有人乐意带我跟他去的各种场合
并把我介绍给他的朋友们

我只是个女人
我希望有人关心、有人保护
有人会记得每天告诉我晚安
有人告诉我他对我很安心
有人记得我们一起过去的点滴
有人绝对不把我们之间的承诺作儿戏
有人告诉我照顾我..他一点也不累

我只是个女人
我希望有人认同我
有人认真思考
然后告诉我
他觉得我的话其实也有道理
在我做了点可爱的事情以后
摸摸我的头鼓励我做的好
有人不轻易夸我
也不吝啬使劲夸我

我只是个女人
我希望能有人惦记我
在我郁闷大哭的时候
把我的头按在胸膛
哭够了问我怎么了?
我希望有人告诉我
有时候想念我令他难受

我娇气
不放纵
不说谎
不会无理取闹
不会缠着他给我买东西
偶然一条短信告诉我他想我
我就知足

我不演戏
我什么都相信
我说过的话都算数
所以对我说过的
别忘记
请别忘记……

我会尽量变得更好看
相信海誓山盟
相信自己配得上自由和幸福

我只是个女人
我喜欢诚实的人
因为我诚实
如果我说我们不会再见了
我一定会躲开你
也许我还会在街边见到你
你又会如何回忆我?

我会放过自己
放过压抑
放过附身的记忆
往事通缉
孤单侵袭
习惯就可以

如果我的想念喷薄而出
我不会告诉你
尽管如此
那些思念依然值得我珍惜

如果我相信你
我会告诉你
我可以不勇敢吗?
那些勇敢的人都未必幸福
因为是不幸让他们勇敢
我喜欢被勇敢的你守护着
因为有你
所以我不需要勇敢

我只是个女人
我会难过
但是不会自甘堕落
我会伤心
但是不会伤心太久

也许
我会遇见一个微笑的魔鬼
他将指引我
给我奇异的火花
他将短暂的照亮我的心灵
他会交给我幸福的预感
却拒绝给我一点点幸福

也许
我会遇见一个烂醉的天使
他神经质地微笑
给我看他掉了毛的翅膀
但是上面残存的每一片
都是能令我撑死的幸福"

Leechie Musings:

Not sure if it's due to my burning tummyache...or the fact tt i'm so freaking tired n disappointed n pissed at alot stuff recently...i'm feeling more n more disillusioned with alot stuff...haiz >.<" i'm only a simple gal...who longs for some warmth...but perhaps i've been looking in all the wrong directions? =.="

I'm really sorry to say this...but i'm getting really disappointed n annoyed with how som ppl who think tt they can make use of a leechie...n keep asking me if i can get free this n tt for them...or wanna make use of me to get to know certain ppl...i'm really sorry...u can call me an airhead but there is still somthg between my leechie ears! =.=" btw, i'm allergic to most cheapo hypocreeps!!! btw, i have v.few female frenz...n most of them r happily married...so if u wanna make use of a leechie to get to know more babes...then i'm sorry >.<"

login onto fb n received tons of msgs asking personal questions abt a leechie...not amused with the frequency of such msgs n questions tt i receive...i understand tt most ppl r juz curious but i regret to inform tt personal questions will not be entertained! i'm juz a v.normal person like most of u out there who crave for some privacy in this crazy world @.@"

Apologies for my bluntness...maybe i'm juz feeling too tired from all the recent crapz...maybe the pain from my tummyache is affecting me badly...maybe i'm juz too disappointed with the kind of treatment tt i've received from som frenz...maybe i'm juz feeling down...maybe i'm juz being a whine-y leechie...maybe i dont even know the reason...haiz >.<"

Gave away my fashion event tix to frenz...cos dont wanna pretend to be happy n smile when i'm actually in pain...i dunno what's wrong with me...i'm so tired these days tt i'll juz drop dead onto my bed the minute i get home n then wake up in the middle of the nite to do stuff...my tummyache is really hurting quite badly...my leechie mum says it's gastric prob...i'm not sure if it's a recurring prob...but i hate how it reminds me of the times when i had to see doc almost every wkend when i was a kid =.=" i rem waiting for my turn at this clinic in the east...there was a shop selling all kinds of fanciful swings next to it...i used to sit on the swings while waiting for my turn...wondering why i had to wake up early to see the doc almost every sun n wondering what other kids my age were doing -.-"

Was thinking abt this blog entry tt i wrote last year: (http://leechietheleech.blogspot.com/2010/06/will-she-be-loved-oo.html)
Will leechie be loved? o.O
"i will not be forever young n adorable...y cant u walk into my future?"
"I don't want someone perfect in my life...I just want someone real."
i juz wanna someone who truly lurves me for the person tt i am...the person underneath all tt supposedly glamorous facade...for the leech tt i am...someone who lurves me with or without my makeup...someone who will b there to grow old with me...someone who will always b there for me...is tt such a tall order? o.O" or is the notion of soulmate nothing but an urban fallacy? -.-" I dont need promises...juz wanna someone who is true to me...haiz...>.<"

Btw, for those guys who keep giving me compliments abt my looks...thx...leechie is flattered...btw, jervin always call me "mei nu" (babe) n says tt gals prettier than leechie would be "xian nu" (Goddess) lol ;p but lemme post a qn to u guys...would u still find me beautiful in 10 or 20 or even 30 yrs' time if i'm still breathing? o.O i know i'm not perfect...i know my flaws n insecurities...but who will accept all my flaws n appreciate me for the person tt i am? o.O

"A right relationship is not about how much Love you have in the beginning but how much Love you build till the end..."
i juz wanna a simple guy who will ♥ the leechie underneath my supposedly glamorous facade...is this such a tall order? =.="

Haiz...u dont have to b bothered abt who i am...i'm only a leechie =.=


Interesting Quotes:

"Formal education will make you a living; self-education will make you a fortune." ~ Jim Rohn

"If you want to stay young-looking, pick your parents very carefully” ~ Dick Clark

"爱情这东西，时间很关键。认识得太早或太晚，都不行。"

"如果心里有喜欢的人 对方回头说后悔了，再也不可能回到那种感觉 有遇到更好的 就不要丢下 毕竟回头只会让大家痛苦 不可能那么相爱了"

"世界上最淒絕的距離是兩個人本來距離很遠，互不相識，忽然有一天，他們相識，相愛，距離變得很近。然後有一天，不再相愛了，本來很近的兩個人，變得很遠，甚至比以前更遠。"

David Tao...only blue...only blue...